Sand In Your Shoes

I've decided that I don't care if I work at Starbucks for the rest of my life, I just want to be able to write and have some way to support myself

My Aching Stomach is Always Honest About Me and You

Currently, I am:
1. Doing Laundry
2. Working on my poem about Tim Burton
3. Listening to The Starlight Getaway
4. Thinking about today's events


Ok...So...During lunch, I found out who my real friends are. It sucks cause I thought I could count on at least one of these people to help me out. And I know it's stupid to be upset over the fact that my friends didn't save me a seat at lunch, but I don't really care. It's such a middle school thing to do. And the worst part was, my boyfriend's brother was there and now he's going to go home and tell him all about what happened and I'm going to sound like the bad guy.

Why can't high school just end?


Psalm 119:133-134
Keep steady my steps according to your promise, and let no sin have domion over me. Redeem me from man's opression that I may keep your word.

Jeans and Roses

You know how when you have something really wonderful, it's hard to picture yourself without it? That's how I feel right now. I'm so in love with this sweet wonderful guy who buys me roses and is going to take me to see Twilight.

But at the same time, I feel really bad, cause I feel like I'm leading this other guy on. I told him I have a boyfriend but we're still planning on hanging out over break.

I really need to figure out this week. It's going to be CRAZY!!!

1 John 3:18
"Little children, let us not love with word or tongue, but in deed and in truth"

De Cluttering Facebook

These are some random quotes on facebook that I wanted to get off my page but still have value, so they're going on here. =]


IM WATCHING YOU BRUSH YOUR TEETH
-Zoe

Ok, first we're going to do building brides. Then we're gonna do Chris. Wait! Who has the dirty mind now?!
-Zoe

To write something, you have the risk of making a fool of yourself
-Anne Rice

At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, that war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.

Why?

Am I doing something wrong? Am I giving off some kind of vibe that tells him that he shouldn't want me? I feel so lost and confused. I love him so much... I think he's starting to get bored with me... I can't believe it, I won't believe it. And this next month is gonna be super hard cause I won't get to see him much. I mean, I deliberately am staying back a day from camping just so I can be with him... Why won't he see that I care for him and that I ache when he's not around? Why won't he confide in me??

Wet Hair

I'm getting ready to go to my Unitarian church now. I'm tring to show them that not all Christians are crazy bible bashers. It might be hard, but IDK yet.

I'm baking cupcakes this afternoon for the girls in a freshmen small group to give them encouragement. I hope it works...


For God does not show favoritism - Romans 2:11

What?

Ok, so I always try and make time for my boyfriend. Weither it's be going over to his house just to say hi or picking him up from work. But it seems like he NEVER makes time for me.
Like, today for example, I asked him yesterday if he wanted to see me after he got off of work so he could take a look at my laptop, and he was like, ok. I call him this afternoon and he sounded surprised by it. He said that he was cleaning his room and that he would have to get back to me to see if he could hang out later.
WHAT?????
I'm not really sure what to do. I've been doing homework all afternoon and I need a break!