Cheese Hearts

As school starts to come to a close, it also start to slowly consume my life. Hence the lack of updates. But don’t worry, I will update soon and it’ll be awesome!




You wasted life, why wouldn’t you waste the afterlife?

School is killing me. Like, I’m pretty sure I might go insane from all this stress. I just wanna be in college already so I don’t have to deal with all this anymore. I want to take classes that will help improve my writing, not make me freak out about the formula for distance or how many votes a bill needs to get passed in the senate. I feel like I should be going out and doing stuff than trying to make good grades which aren’t going to get me too far. Sometimes I feel like crying cause I just feel so overwhelmed by it all, but I know that if I were to do that, it wouldn’t get me anywhere. I’m just ready for school to be over and done with so I can have the summer off.


The worst is over, but you can have the best of me

So...I'm so ready for school to be over. I just have like, 30ish days and then it's summer. This summer is going to be great. I totally plan on spending at least 3 days a week with James. He is....amazing =]

I gotta review This Providence's new CD Who Are You Now? for newspaper. I think I'll put it on here after it gets published. I think it'll turn out really well. I like reviewing CD's and stuff like that cause it opens my eyes to what the artist is really trying to say. It's kinda awesome. =]

I have so much homework to do tonight and yet I don't wanna do it. I have like, 3 papers due in the next two weeks and I have to do a 45 minute presentaion on Uta Hagen and I have a lab in Physics that's due tomorrow. I think it's done, but I just gotta answer some questions. I dislike Physics sooo much.

OH, I forgot how good The Starting Line is. I hope they get off their break soon....


If It Means A Lot To You

So, someone said I never update my blog so here I go.

School has been making me so busy lately and I hate it. I already got a cold sore cause of all the stress. It's so not cool. *sneeze* (And yes, I did type that as I sneezed) English is pretty much killing me right now cause of all the papers that I have to write. I have 3 due in the next week! It's kinda crazy...

Ok, as of right now I've sneezed 4 times. Wait...make that 5.

6 times I've sneezed now.

Ok, onto some happier news, I found out over the weekend (7) that Joe Meno is a creative writing professor at Columbia College Chicago, which is my school of choice. Like, if I could go anywhere to write, it would be Columbia. They have one of the best creative writing programs in the country. Each year, they keep coming in 1st place with their short story collection, The Hair Trigger. Beating all these Ivy League schools 19 years in a row. That's longer than I've been alive!! Anyway, Mr. Meno is my inspiration for my writing style. His book, Hairstyles of the Damned is my all time favorite book and I would die if I got to work with him. His writing is just so real and I can't get enough of it. =]

But I would have to get hecka's scholarships if I were to go there, so I'll be praying about that pretty much until I get in.

Lately, every night I've been talking to James, which is wonderful cause I love talking to him. We've been talking a lot about our future and it makes me so hopeful that one day we can be together outside of college. I completly adore him and can't wait to talk to him tonight.

And just for the record, Waking Ashland is really good. I was listening to them while writing this so go check them out!