1.23.2009

Yes We Did

Thinking about changing the layout. What do you guys think?

1.22.2009

57 and rising

If I had to rate today, I'd give it an 8.5 only because I went on a walk in the beautiful weather and I had my actor's studio class. I'm really enjoying it.
I can't wait for spring break. It's going to be the best thing ever.

I'm thinking about doing a live blog tomorrow around maybe 8 or saturday around that same time. I wanna do live blogs with my friends cause I'm scared that no one will come and watch it. Oh well. C'est la vie.

1.21.2009

Prep Class

I wish I didn't have to take the ACT.
I wish I was out of the house now.
I wish I had my tattoo.
I wish my mom would quit drinking.
I wish my parents would stop fighting.
I wish Blake hadn't cheated on me.
I wish that life will get better.
I wish I had a better relationship with God.
I wish my room was clean.
Did I mention how much I want to be out of my house?
I wish that all nights at work were like tonight.
I wish I could go swing dancing with Steven.
I wish my mom could see how her put downs really affect me.
I wish I was in Colorado.
I wish it was summer.
I wish that I had a replacement for the 31.
I wish Steven texts me about Friday.
I wish it was easier for me to fall asleep.

1.13.2009

One More Night

I don't regret what I did. It had to be done. I wasn't happy and I felt bad leading him on. Praying helps, which is good. I'm glad to be single now, I guess. We're better off this way. God will send him the perfect woman for him, and it's not me. Likewise, he'll send the perfect man to me. But for now, I'll focus on school and work and stay away from boys.

1.03.2009

Interviews

I'm really trying to work on my relationship with Blake right now. We're seeing a movie on Saturday after I get off work. It should be fun, right? I hope so...

12.31.2008

City Folk

I've been writing a lot lately. It's been pretty good. Besides the insomina that I've been having recently, life is pretty good. I've been reaching out to tons of people about Christ and it's awesome. God has big big plans for me! I can't wait to find out what more of them are. Not only did I get interviewed by the biggest newspaper in St. Louis, but my church now wants to interview me, which is freaking awesome!!

Goodbye 2008!
Hello 2009!!

12.26.2008

John 14:1-6

Chirstmas was...plesant. My mom behaved and didn't make me feel bad as much as she had the day before. She just gets that way sometimes and I don't think she realizes what she's saying is hurting me super bad. Oh well, what are you gonna do? But if she keeps pulling stuff like this, I'm just not ever gonna visit when I get older. I'll stay on campus over breaks or visit with other people's familes.